500!

This is my 500th post from this blog, though you wouldn't know it bc I seem to be so erratic at keeping it, which again, I am trying to be better about :) I also would like some readership, I could facebook it but this blog tells all and I'm not sure if I want everyone to know all.

One of my new hobbies is making memes which apparently I can't share here because the page won't allow me to, but I post them to facebook sometimes. I can't believe facebook isn't in the dictionary, it keeps saying it's spelled incorrectly.

I need to make 9 more pairs of earrings for my mom. I got super into that and then got distracted. As with all things. I went to a psych eval about ADHD and she told me she couldn't treat me until I was sober from marijuana for a few months. She also said 'I don't care if you do a bump of coke every once and a while but nothing habitual', great advice. She said she realized I used it for pain and anxiety but I don't have a card so it's not legal. I should look into getting a card because I am eligible but I don't have the money.

AP and I went to my family's house, it was pretty good, but we got into a major fight, our first and hopefully last. I got really upset and then let it all out, all the things that have made me nervous and how I don't feel stable and I got it all out. He seemed to understand but then went and impulse bought a car, which is too frustrating for me to even go into. Speaking of AP, I miss him, we're trying to find something to do tonight, but I would be happy to stay in and clean, we need to do it.