bad morning:(

we went to bed around 10pm last night. starting at like 1am i started waking up. i kept going back and forth between bed and the living room. ap had to be up at 520am so i figured i would hang out like we have been doing everyday. he had lost something last night so i was looking for it and asked what happened and he told me and i said 'oh, so it could be anywhere...' and he said, meanly, 'don't give me a hard time to which I explained that I wasn't. then he was all down and weird. he had been like that more than i would like. hrmph. i have to be up now bc i have to leave at 850 to get a bus for a nanny interview.