3 hours

I got cancelled from work 6-10 so all I have is work 2-5, woo hoo, easy day! And best of all, I still get paid, I don't get paid if I call out but if they cancel, I get paid, with this client that is how they wanna do it, I think they want to keep me and I want to stay with them. Actually I think all my clients really want to keep me :)

I am watching The Price Is Right, I love this show, I still have difficulty concentrating, I am doing this and watching and on my iPhone too. I try to do one thing at a time but I usually get bored quickly. I missed my psych appointment yesterday bc I straight up forgot and now I have to do walk in Thursday and/or Tuesday. Thursday I work at 3:30, Tuesday I am off for all of walk in hours. I didn't go to DBT bc one week I was sick, next was V-day and this week I missed the bus so I have to wait until next module. Oh well, I can look over the materials, I had done this module already anyway. I haven't seen my individual in like forever but once I start we are on an every two week schedule.

We went to a Belly Fit class before yoga and I hated it. I was not much belly work, it was all ecstatic dance which I was not following very well and the teacher was annoying, like super peppy, it just annoyed me. Yoga was different than Mon/Thur, the teacher is hilarious and we listened to Iron and Wine. It was slow paced, but a lot of challenging poses, I got frustrated at one point but pulled myself out of it.

I feel pretty good but I need therapies, I kinda went from all to none and it's affecting me and how I treat AP, who I love and appreciate so much and don't want to mistreat him or anyone.