inexplicably tired

all of a sudden i just got really tired. weird. iced coffee is already made fortunately. i am on at home again. i tricked a network to accept my address and now since yesterday i've gotten an automatic okay signal from home. did my school work. that video wouldn't work except in IE, so i watched it there. 'scroll down to see more information on the page', okay, if you're in school on-line and you can't figure out to scroll down to the bottom of the page to read everything, it's probably a pretty good indication you shouldn't be in school on-line.

the class i am in now is much better so far. well, it's the 3rd day. and i didn't mean to be, but i think i was the first person who posted replies to everything. either that or i accidently set my preferences to have my messages on top. and i have my thing due on monday almost done except formatting and the thing for saturday is based on the video so i'll do that today or tomorrow.

i am going to visit the fam next week. help take care of dad after surgery, take care of k, keep j more sane. k answered the phone today 'hi auntie kol' and we had a nice conversation. she has progressed out of the weird child phone conversation where you have to ask everything and they answer and then there's silence and you don't know if they're there or not. they were tying things up with zipcords, it sounded like fun.

ugh, the website is the worst ever, i can't deal with it. it's a standard for educators, MH used it, i have to use it. i can't ever get past 'overview', i did watch the tutorial pretty much tho, so i'll be fine.

nothing else exciting is going on. but i feel called to be online as much as possible bc i can. i need to sit better tho. that is imperitive. i think i actually really need my eyes checked, it's been 2 years. and the list goes on............