intriguing

you know what i find intriguing? when tons and tons of ants are like climbing around and at first you just think it might be a pile of dirt and then its tons of ants. i could stare at that (from a comfortable distance) for a long ass time.

so, i drank 5 beers last night. i have no idea why. and i felt a bit drunk after 2 and had salad with my 3rd and then i guess i continued, besides before i ate, i didn't ever feel drunk bc i drank so damn fast. i remember laughing hysterically at jimmy fallon which is a definite indicator of extreme inebriation bc i find him unfunny. but i do know someone who finds him funny, himself, which makes him 30times less funny, laughing at yourself doesn't make the joke or the delivery funny. i think i am getting mad about this...haha.

i didn't feel too great this morning. but i forged on bc it was my own damn fault and all i did was laundry and dishes and recylcling and garbage. and it always feels like more. i went to my friends house and walked the wrong way *again*, they make fun of me. i get confused bc when driving you're paying attention to the direction you're going, whereas on the bus it turns a lot and goes over bridges and i don't pay attention. some spots are easy bc you can see downtown and you're like ok, west, or whatever but their house, nothing in sight.

digital tv sucks. pretty soon i am going to think it wasn't only a way for people to get equipment, but then to get cable, too. it's all a big scheme. i enjoy the pong like 'no signal' box moving across the screen. boooooo!

the last season of the sopranos pisses me off! don't read if you're gonna watch it. tony has always been kinda a prick, but it's been like eye for an eye shit and sometimes some anger. he fucking kills his nephew while he's bleeding after a car accident, nice move there, it's intentional, and they show him calling 91 and then killing him and then 1. AND they used to be fairly good with the mental illness aspect but now they have taken it too far. i can't talk about it. i just had a muscle spasm. damn. i haven't been sitting properly. gotta work on that.