super hangin at the super market

i just purchased a mouse for my dandy laptop.

i did not have a good week last week. i felt really really really bad, like it felt like death, i don't want to experience it again. allergies, anxiety, puking from that and eating crap bc of the worst pms ever, pain in head, neck, shoulders, face, everywhere. since i might be prego, i took a test, negative, clear and easy to read. i didn't get my period.

the job was owned by the same place as i worked at last summer and both suck. the people were moving out on friday, they were setting up sat. and we were going to set everything up for a certified early childhood ed center on sunday and have a meet and greet and then work a whole week. ghesh. too much! nothing was ready, they didn't know where things were or going to be, i need an established place or a nanny job. i had a phone session with karapist and she actually supported my decision, she said i knew i needed a certain type of environment and this wasn't it. i thought she was going to be let down. that was my big worry, i don't want to let myself or anyone down. i will find something less stressful and i don't need to rush into a bunch of major new things at once.

in awesome news, i haven't had a cigarette in 10 days. i've wanted one, but i am quitting, i'm gonna do it! especially bc my dad has to have surgery again and then go see a team of specialists. the exact opposite of what we wanted and thought this consult was going to be about. i might go up and visit / help take care. meh.

i need to find a better way to sit so i am not scrunched over. scrunched