"does he have two moms?"

i forgot to talk about drinking. last month when i was all depressed at psych we talked about how much i am drinking, which is not much. like this week, uh, i haven't drank at all and last week i had a glass of wine one night and some homemade kahlua and mimosas at a sunday brunch. but i talked about it in group and one person got really concerned that i was drinking while taking klon, 'what's with you and the drinking?' so then i read some stuff on-line that it could lead to black-outs, coma and even death. so i got worried and asked psych straight-up, 'so, should, i like be not drinking at all?' she reminded me that we talked about it last month which i remembered and i said that i talked about it group and someone was concerned and then the Internet scared me. she said that yes, it could lead to coma's but not with how much i drink.

she went on to say that some people skip their meds if they know they're gonna be partying, so i said, 'oh, so i could not take my evening dose if i had plans?' she said 'yeah, then you could just take a shot instead.' and i said 'but i don't want to do that', so yeah, she got me. i am going to continue to drink only in moderation and preferably with people, although i do enjoy the occasional beer or glass of wine, so we'll see. i just have to be careful and i pretty much think i am. word.

my school rules. one of the kids walked right up to a mom in the morning and asked "does he have two moms?" "yes." "cool. are you one of them?" and then the mom, her boy and the boy that asked the question had a jolly conversation and about what he calls them and it was enjoyable to be an observer.

i found out about the teacher that might not be coming back: "Thank you for informing me about this. I finally spoke to X and indeed you are right, ze will not be coming back to work at Xx." damn. it sucks bc ze was kinda flaky but were well liked by the children and a lot of parents and most of the teachers even if there were reservations. now parents have already seen the list and started to tell their kids who's teaching in their class. but anyway, i did what i needed to do, or more bc that was hard to approach. i wonder who they are going to consider?.?.?.

today is a super lazy day. i've watched tv, surfed the net, read and i think fell asleep... on my afternoon agenda while relaxing = find an outfit that's awesome, shower, paint my nails silver and sparkly, do my hair in assymetrical buns, add glitter and then tonight head out with the grrls to haus of gaga at cc's! i could go up to a friends house (which is 122nd and i am on 42nd so 80blks opposite way, not so cool) and get a ride or just head to the club by bus which seems like a much better option. or they could pick me up. i need to make my case stronger. they'll let me know around 6, i forgot sky3 works on wkends. excited for tonight! =-)