i'm bringin' sexy back

i happen to love me some jt, i don't know if that is a public fact until now. i am no longer going to care if some people think that pop music is garbage. for the most part i agree, but i like me some dancing and club songs so yeah, i like a few mainstreamers. i am listening to the lady gaga station on pandora. wheeeeeee

so...there is this guy that i met like 6months ago through mutual friends. when i first met him i thought he was totally cute and then we have similar interests. and he knows some of the obscure music i love, which is a niche not always found. i thought there was some flirting going on but then i found out he's married and has a kid so red light. so, anyway, i wasn't really thinking of him that way anymore at all. last week as i was on the way over to hang we're txting and he let me know that due to the 100degree weather he was just in his underwear and then we were joking around about how hot it is.

we're drinking, smoking, listening to music, talking and sitting around and he says sorry or something for not being entertaining and i said those were a few of my favorite things and he joked 'and hanging out with dudes in their underwear?' and i was like well, yeah, but i prefer them not to be married with a kid. he then told me that he was in an open relationship. i pondered this and nervously laughed a lot. we kissed and that was nice. we ended up in the bedroom where he first went down on me and i came a lot, yep. and then i went down on him and he came, too, yep. it was fun, unexpected and weird. i expect nothing of this, friends with benefits and i feel level headed about it, too. so even though i am a bit ashamed bc of the circumstances, i know he was telling the truth and i am okay with it, a little satisfaction once in a while is nice =-D

anywho. i need to get the ball rolling with school again. i keep saying, oh this weekend, this day when i get out at noon, but i am faded. i tried to do stuff when my tooth was effed up but i was taking vikadin so things weren't making enough sense. my place is also a freaking mess, it was kinda clean when i went on vacation but when i got back i was tired and out of it from said tooth and drugs so i kept adding and adding to the piles. now it's wed night and i have not cleaned in 2 weeks and you can tell. it would really only take a few hours but it's been hella hot and impossible to do anything but sit or lay really.

work is good. i am only doing 12-5:30 in fall so like 28 hours a week but they are considering me 'ft' or whatever so i will get health $ each month (i think $100, bc she said $50 a pay check but it might be $50 a month) and also sick and vacation days and holidays. they are trying to strengthen the afternoon program with a strong, consistent presence, that it good. i kinda like mornings, but if i do get school sorted out i will have student teaching so having mornings free is good. and sleep. i love sleep.