sunday, Sunday, SUNDAY!

i again woke in a panic thinking i may have slept until monday morning and that i was supposed to be at work. but it's sunday and i've been up for a bit now and it's not even 10am. i guess waking up every weekday at like 630am and leaving at 730am and working at 8am is making me tired. or something.

i also don't really eat on weekends, i don't know why exactly. i still don't have much of an appetite so if there is no food around, i don't really think of it. at work, snack arrives and i have some and then realize, oh yeah, this food stuff is good, let's eat. i force myself to eat sometimes bc if i eat nothing it's not good for my body or weight. but i also don't have much food or money to get said food. meh.

yesterday i totally cleaned more than usual! go me! i decided that i am never going to actually go and try to sell clothes or donate them bc of lack of transportation and motivation so i put a bunch of free stuff outside and even posted on craigslist so people will come and take it! i didn't put out my books bc they could actually make me some money, like $5 a book as opposed to like 50cents for a shirt, which does add up, but it's been sitting in my apartment for too long. i would like to organize some more today. i see progress and want to continue until everything is all clean and then i just have maintenance.

i also might go play outside. i have mind-altering fungi and today is a nice day. i could ride my bike or walk and lay in a park. we'll see. i don't have much green which makes me skeptical and i haven't smoked a cigarette in 2 whole weeks. woot.