my god. i can't believe how little sleep i am getting and that i am (barely) functioning. most nights i've been giving up and just watching tv or reading or doing sodoku after trying to sleep. last night i calmly layed in bed from 1am until 9am this morning. i have an interview at 1 that i have to leave at noon. i am drinking regular coffee for the first time in a long time to try to wake up. my head hurts. my back aches. and my eyes keep going crossed on me. i talked to the clinic and my appt. isn't until 11/2 =( but i can try walk in before that. they got grant money and need to get as many new clients in for intake as possible to keep grant money which is awesome for the program, but not me. i am going to tell sky3 if she can't make it to let me know.
getting ready for interview. more later.
Friday, October 15, 2010
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How did the interview go?
I know that you need money, but your sleep problems aren't going to be solved right this second and you may not be able to function. Is there any sort of aid that you could qualify for?
hey there - the interview went really well =) i'll post about it, suspense, dun dun dun! lol
sigh. the thing is, i could apply for disability benefits but they don't do temporary stuff (which they should, especially for MH bc at times things can become un-managable even doing all treatment) and it would mean i would have to stop looking for jobs bc basically my claim would be saying that i was unable to the necessary functions to work and if i was looking it would say to them that i was able and not eligible. also it takes like a year.
i *may* qualify for unemployment. only $115 a week, but better than nothing. i have to fill out a form bc i was 'discharged' and then they have to investigate and make a decision.
Uggg... that just seems like a lot of pressure when pressure is probably the last thing that you need.
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