fried.

literally. the sun is cooking me alive. doesn't matter sunblock. nor hat. nor shade. i guess summer is here. would've been nice to have some spring. weird.

working with e is good. she's good. i was feeling weird today, like i suck, but pms to consider. and also i've really only worked there like 2 weeks, i did start the end of may til jun3 with training and observation and stuff but then i was away and now it's been getting myself comfortable and now new co-teacher there. i think we'll work well together. i feel like we're spending too much time over-seeing kids when they could be playing together and independently. but it'll take time. having circle time is good. i think i wanna make a sign 'the rules as written by you' and direct them there anytime they decide to run, little buggers. i need to get a big paper pad from the art studio. and return contact paper. and stop thinking about work.

i rescheduled karapist for wed. right after work. i was gonna go to the library but they were only open til 6 today and til 8tomorrow so i will go. i went to the store and got a bus pass(i've been getting weekly ones which is only $3 more a month than monthly ones and it's easier to have $17 rather than $65) and creamer and some dinner food. i procrastinate. today in my head i was saying "i should go to the library but i don't want to - of course you don't want to, you never want to do anything". that's some self-talk to delve into. i need to do laundry. or find another outfit as i've been magically working out. these (wrinkly) khakis might be ok, depsite the 100degree factor. skirt? meh. simpsons and food.

more to come. same bat time. same bat channel.