I leave tomorrow!

agh! i leave to go to my dad's tomorrow. i'm staying the night and then 6 of us are all traveling together from seattle to miami. how is it that i've known about this and still feel completely unprepared? i guess bc i haven't packed yet. but i do have an outfit for everyday already picked out. and a nice list of everything i need to do before i leave. i feel totally drained, this coffee a'int perking me up one bit.

i got a(nother) packet from MH. i have to get fingerprints. i did know this. (i think this is the 3rd time they sent it and i called them to see if my gov't cleared ones from 06 would work but they won't) i don't have the money. i am making it happen as soon as i get back from miami. and i have to do the financial aid packet, but i did already do my fafsa...i think, yeah, i did. and i have to find my w-2s. i don't know why bc they want my tax form so that has that info? i don't know. college administration stuff. and apply for the scholarship by 8-1. neat.

work is cool. we use old t-shirt pieces as personal hand-towels and we drink out of old baby food jars. cool points of the day. on friday i was totally being hyper-sensitive but then it turned out after i got home and read the email, i was technically supposed to be observing but she said that "i shouldn't be disciplining at all" which i think is bad news bc they'll never listen to me, anyway, that has nothing to do with anything but i obviously am still thinking of it. thing is...she like doesn't "care" and other teachers totally notice it, too (and tattle, we got a post-it today about not cleaning up on the playground which i saw bc i checked my mailbox - ohh, rwr there) anyway, i do "care" sometimes i can come off strong but then once you get to know me, it's usually cool, i've already told her i am a chronic hand-washer and compulsive neat freak (which at work, i *totally* am). but after 4hours tomorrow, i go to miami for a week+ and she is then gone in missouri to go canoing (note: the boat, canoe - it totally looks weird) so i figure those 2 weeks will be my time to kind of set my tone and the person i am working with is *awesome*.

oooohhh, and i have a work crush. i am looking him up on myspace, i've actually never done this....no wonder, it's annoying and i didn't find him. we've been smiling and stuff. and today our classes were outside together, he came over and introduced himself. very slick like. or i could be imagining things, either way, he's my work crush. and his name is colin - huh huh, coleypoo - that punk. wow. i am *all* over the place.

i am listening to timbaland with an indian artist, magoo, wtf, ok, yeah, now it's panjabi mc (the seed on pandora - thank you for pandora) - my favorite indian artist.

ok, i better go before i get lost even more. 'GET READY TO LEAVE TOMORROW!' i screamed to myself. whoa. bye.