stop hitting yourself

that's a simpsons quote from when nelson is punching someone in the face with their own fist.

wed. night i stayed up to try to normalize my schedule. i stayed in bed until like 4:30pm and when i did get up i cried. and paced around. i tried cheering up but i felt down =( meh. it's after period so that could be contributing, but i think it's not getting enough sleep affecting me. i had a crummy day. i hung out with bo and was quiet and awkward. meh.

today i didn't go to either of my interviews. i told them. i like the place i got hired pt. and want to just have that and some other low key stuff. i found a family looking for a tutor for a 13 year old bipolar boy 7-10 hours a week. could be rewarding.

school is boring. so am i. meh.