g-dammit. i feel like crap. i could not sleep last night. it was already late and i had to wake up early so i didn't take a sleeping pill. i tried to sleep. at 6:45a.m. i wrote a quick email to the interview place saying i got called in, lie, and geee whiz, then i was able to sleep until like noon or something. damn these nerves and the worst, heaviest period with extreme head, back, neck aches and cramps. fudge, fudge, fudge. oh well, i wrote another more coherent email and we'll see. the one for tonight is already rescheduled, which is sweet bc i feel like crap and like doing nothing. i got another call for an interview from the volunteers of america which i am going to look over the ad more and maybe call back today, if not, tomorrow. grr.
it's so nice outside and it's making me grumpy. stupid, stupid, stupid. oh, that movie 'radio' starred cuba gooding, jr. and ed harris and was *really* good and ***really sad***.
crap. things that don't help my already shiteous mood: j48 just called from the emergency room. oh no! she was at her individual and started to get chest pains and her left side hurt, so her therapist and karapist sent her to the hospital. ...she had prelim testing, they need to get her in asap, heart rate up, ekg needed. dammit. good vibes for j48!
ok, i can't think now. i have to do homework. i am going to try to chill and watch ellen. chhhhiiiillllllllllllllllllllll
UPDATE: j48 has pneumonia =( i emailed my doc that has my blood to let her know in case i could have it, too bc it's really contagious and we've shared smoking. the only symptoms i have are coughing, tired and muscle aches. we'll see. meh. get well soon j48!!!
UPDATE2: omg that was a lot of homework. am i ever going to learn to do things ahead instead of on the day it's allll due? i finished summary, participation, term chart with 3million terms and paper - all on special populations, all ranges, overview this week i guess.
my doc wrote back, i prolly don't have pneumonia, no fever or chills or blood coughing up, i do have coughing but mostly morning and i always cough. and my blood looks good =) and we will talk about it at my appt. next week. she didn't tell me to stop the thyroid med so that means my numbers are high and i need at least what i am taking. it also means i can stop worrying about diabetes or aids or cancer which i shouldn't have started worrying about in the first place.
the interview tomorrow at 1:30 is mad far away, it's on 39th, but clear across town so much so that the #75, the 39th bus, doesn't even go there. argh. no wonder why she mentioned directions. they are looking for a spanish teacher 2 1/2 hour sessions, so i will say i can do that, i can teach preschool kids spanish. also, i will call the volunteers of america back tomorrow, they are hella close to me, it's for drop-in care, but whatever. rest then bed time...
Monday, February 8, 2010
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Hey Nikkol. I'm not sure if this is good advice or bad advice, BUT, do you NEED to get a job? Honestly, if you are getting so anxious about an interview I have to wonder what sort of foundation that is for the job itself. I mean, obviously you will have to have a job at some point... but does it have to be right now. You're in school and you're doing really well. I'd just hate to see you risk something very positive in order to earn a few extra bucks. I mean, if you need the money, that's a different story. But... idunno.
Hey, I'm sorry for j48. That's terrible!!!! I hope that she feels better soon.
i am to the point where i will need a job sooooon. ok, first, i feel like having a job will give me something to do and i won't feel so crazy, lonely and bored being home alone all day. but i am getting stressed =( second, i a really bad with money, mainly bc i don't have a lot and then i get a little and spend it and only have one more month rent in bank. BUT i haven't followed up on my financial ail from school bc i had to deal with academic advisors. i need to find something that is close, manageable and non-stressful for interview or job. i am having anticipatory anxiety. i wish i would get sub hours. i should email them...
j48 has been coughing a lot and really tired, so i am glad it's figured out. but now she has to stay home alone, just when we were getting her to do stuff. sky3 and i will prolly get some masks and go over.
ok. this is what i am talking about. M-F 1:45-5:45 afterschool assistant for k-5th grade. bam. easy, short hours, money, going to call them and the volunteers of america which is also close but for drop-in...
Hey, that sounds great. You will still have plenty of time to wake up, putter around, go to work, come home, do school work and then have a little bit of fun or catch up online or watch tv! Good stuff.
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