264

as i was laying down in bed after taking 1/2 a sleeping pill, i still couldn't sleep. i drank some wine tonight so i didn't want to take a whole one. plus, i totally forgot to get a refill today and have about 10 left and should be fine for a month, but this might ruin my plans of regulating my sleep. i was going to just lay there and try to be calm and sleep but then i was thinking the most random shit.

what got me out of bed is that the diff'rent strokes theme song suddenly started playing in my head. why? don't know. where did it come from? don't know. then i started thinking about if they could get inside my brain and figure it out. i picture a bunch of different creatures running around with their own thing going on bumping into each other, some asleep, but all never sleep at the same time. then i decided to find out what the guiness record is for staying awake: 264 hours straight. i think 60hours is the longest i've gone without sleep, only 204 to go! and i think he challenged himself to that, what the hell? do you get paid to make it? or do people just do these weird, wacky things for the glory of it?

i am trying to be calm but this is truly maddening. i am going to lay on the couch with the tv on and see if that helps me slumber. but it's about to be 6am. i've turned on the tv at this time and almost had seizures. seriously, the early morning cartoons are whack, bright flashy colors and lights, no loving characters, seemingly no plot line but to battle and fight, what the hell are kids watching these days? and why do they all have better cell phones than me?