tired

i posted a few over at i am what i eat. this is an issue. a pair of pants that fit before they went into the laundry wouldn't zipper after the 2weeks i didn't wear them - and i didn't shrink them bc they were still wet out of the dryer, then right after, trusty light blue cords were on and i went to hitch them up in the back and they freaking ripped. this was right before karapist on monday. i didn't go. we hashed it out, i realized it was irrational to not go but she understands that i have some deeper issues going on. i also didn't go to 2 classes last week bc of this situation. i am online now trying to buy some jeans using measurements and size charts - who cares what the number size turns out to be and i am going to go to target tomorrow to try to find some wearable pants. i have many shirts. or at least a decent amount.

this music is driving me nuts. and it just totally chilled out. "people like frank" my tummy just growled. boo. i hope i can not eat tonight. even though it would totally make sense to be hungry now considering the lack of food i ate. back onto that again. neat.

i am still waiting to find out about the interpersonal communication seminar. i don't know how to make conversations at all. people say hi and then i say hi and then i get weird and it was a lot better in my head when i was thinking/typing as i was walking home. when are they going to make the computer that links directly to the brain and no typing is required? i'm on it.