Friday in the Hizzy

i got up early and talked to my pops for a bit, he had treatment yesterday which i forgot, but can tell in his voice right away. they're having mother's day at their house, so i think i am going to go there that weekend. good ol amtrak. he said he thinks after they fix the pathfinder up they're going to sell it and get a more commuter friendly / nikkol suitable car. i said i want another escort! i love that little car! excited much?

i then went to the naturopath / nutritionist and i still weigh the same as i did 2 months ago. but i've made positive changes. i feel better. and my body shape feels more like a curvy woman instead of a blob. my blood pressure was a bit high 135/90, but i was really nervous and slightly annoyed bc i had to wait longer than i expected to wait. yeah. my thyroid numbers were slightly high but she doesn't think medication is necessary, so she gave me more of the thyroid co-factor supplement and a general health supplement, too. she said my blood was "perfect", all cell counts good and good levels on everything, woo hoo! she said to keep eating as best i can and exercising and she recommended talking about my cravings and binge eating with karapist and psych and maybe changing meds, but we'll see, i'd rather find the will-power to control these urges, maybe there are some techniques or something. or maybe i'll start giving myself a volt of electricity every time i go to get junk food. that would be bad.

she also noticed my ghetto wrapped finger and wrist. she asked to look at it and said "well, will you look at that". she used a real splint and cool double sidey sticky gauze (that's purple!) instead of taping my fingers together and a real wrist wrap so it's not wrapped around 400 times bc i was using an ankle one. neat. they were hella busy so i didn't ask about my ears, but that actually would've tied in, oh well, i can go back anytime. i'd like to note that the care i've received from this clinic has been the best medical care and treatment i have ever received. everyone is super respectful and they listen and seem like and they must want to help out bc i think most of the docs volunteer their time. i am so grateful to have their amazing services available to me. rambling. i'm talkative right now.

i talked to the lady from the school again. i am going in on tuesday which i should be excited about but i feel like it got worse, she likes me as a candidate for co-director and eventually director of the beginnings school, infant-5 years. i feel like i am doing something ethically wrong, but i haven't gotten into school yet or the apprenticeship and if i don't get the apprenticeship the classes are set up night and wkends for the "working student". all my friends who i talked to and my mom said to take the job. good thing i have therapy on monday. i have some things to talk out. they're all fast and whirly in my head.

i might go see juno at the $3 theatre, one is at 5:15 which i feel is too early and the other is 10:35 which i feel is kind of late. but bc tomorrow is bloom and i wanna have energy!