saturday night fever

as i was walking to the hippies yesterday, i could feel my skin being burned and my allergies were in full force. i thought to myself 'my body isn't made for this' and tried to think of where i could live. protective dome sounds like a great but not very rational option, so i thought of ireland. it's not sunny there. it's misty so it'll be coolish. and i don't think my allergies would be as bad. based on what? nothing. and i could be drunk all the time. and my friends noted, not be the loudest one in the room. hah.

anyway though, i am in one of those "hate the world" modes. ever since LA, i've been more worked up and saddened and upset and angry at the state of america and the world and how hopeless i feel. as i stand at a bus stop by a gas station that has $3.85 as their cheapest price of gas and watch big car by big car go by with one person it, the scowl on my face becomes bigger, i become angry that i am even using the bus. but we do have hybrid buses, some that is. i am going to bring my bikes over to c-los and see what's up. i really think the one i like just needs air in the tires but the other bike is a trek and is a better frame and might be worth getting new tires and then sell it. or just sell it as a frame. i shouldn't sell the other one bc it's on 'permanent loan'.

also this whole politics debacle. obama is speaking 3 miles from my house in an hour and 20 minutes. i want to go, but it'll be too crowded. i know what i can handle and it's not that. i have to turn in my voting thing aka "ballot". i can't even process a coherent thought to express how i feel about it all. but i get worked up about politics - us and global. it worries me. ah! run away, run away!

i am supposed to be going over to the hippies for brunch and website stuff, but i am hot and tired. i went over there early yesterday and hung a bit and we got food and a bit of hard apple and pear cider and went to a street faire and hung out at shelove's and ate more. then we went to a kegger, not really, but they did have a keg of good beer. and then another party. i was out from like noon til 1am, 13 hours of raging! it was kept mellow. and proper. hahaha. we walked a shit ton. good except for one point where i almost passed out it felt like. the sun! i think it was over 100 yesterday. when we were coming back from shelove's it was 96 and that was like 6:30ish. hot hot hot. muy caliente i ya i!

we'll see what i do today. i feel pretty freaking content right now. but if i stay in - i must clean. and i should go grocery shopping. i guess i should do those both anyway. and yankees vs mets @ 5pm. i should txt STone. i should wait til night to go shopping bc i have to walk and carry that shit. i need to write a list so i get awesome specific things. and welcome to a moment on my thought train. deboarding. end of the line, man, gotta get off here...........................