super early

i've been falling asleep at early times and waking up at early times too. yesterday i fell asleep around 8ish and woke up at 3:30am today. i tried to go back to sleep. nada. i played on the computer for what ended up being 2 hours. tried to sleep. gave up. made coffee. now it's 6:43 am and i have 3 hours of being awake under my belt. here's what i hope: that i stay awake for a while and get some stuff done. take a nap and fall asleep at like 10-11-12, so i get up around 7-8am bc this is ridiculous. i don't want to take anything for insomnia bc it's not like i can't sleep. i am a lot. but at the wrong times for me.

moving forward.

i would really like to / need to

a) go to nordstrom with my packing slip, shoes, undergarments and dress to get altered. i plan on calling at 10 (they open at 9:30) and seeing what hours alterations has today. neato.

b) clean. i can at least do dishes and bring garbage out and vacuum with the hand vac if not the full one. oh and clothes. i desperately need to do laundry. no quarters.

c) read. i haven't been reading as much or anything of substance recently.

d) go to TJ's and/or SW, i need to go to both. i shop at like 3-4 stores to get all my stuff that i like and cheap to boot.

e) more jobs. no limits. anything is better than nothing(in 99% of cases). and apply for the temp agency that has the application and test on-line bc that's my kinda place.

f) shower. and wash hair. i'll spare you the details.

almost 7am, starting to feel normalish being up. it feels dark out. it's just overcast. maybe i'll eat breakfast. and actually make a pot of coffee, not heat up the one cup that was left from last night. might as well get going!