ok. i am going crazy again. i feel like my period just happened. wednesday was 10 days before and an okay day. thursday i was irritable at j48s house for no reason, she gave me fun and food and i couldn't help it, grrrr, i went home fairly early. yesterday i slept a lot. today i woke up and cried and screamed and it was horrible. then i put chocolate caramel ice cream into my coffee and considered it an acceptable form of creamer. ghesh. i went to j48s again and tried to control better but after like 3 hours, i had to go. i called and asked and she said i seem 'a little irritable' when i asked her to be honest. this is lame. headache and muscle tension, too. i have to go to OI on monday to get a refill, i thought i had one more month at home, but i don't, i have to look again, then call, then go there before my 2:50 train to WA, wheeee.
i updated my MySpace Page, i think it is fun. i have new songs (for the most part) and new videos. i still like myspace better bc of the bands and the personability. but everyone else likes facebook. so i do a bit of both. i had ignored myspace for a while bc of the new interface and profile layouts but i like it =)
i have a paper due on monday, maybe i will do it on the train, i usually sleep and wake up really sore. maybe i will do it tomorrow. i would like to see my grade on my first observation paper (handed in monday) to know what to change before i do this second observation paper. i am all caught up with school. i need to contact 1-ed specialist to make sure fingerprints and tests are correct, 2-academic advisor to find out how to make sure my credits are transferred and to arrange prior learning assessment shiznat and 3-financial advisor to give me my money, federal due for disbursement dec 4th, private loan still in certification. exciting. i know. meh.
Saturday, November 21, 2009
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Nikkol. I want to give you a big call to talk about some of this. It sounds to me like something is wonky... maybe that something is hormonal!
hey lady, thanks for your concern and i saw you called last night. i was on my 3rd beer at a friends after a shiteous day missing my train, see next post.
something is definitely wonky. i am going to psych when i get back. it's been four months off, july 15th-ish. she prolly won't want to mess with meds, bc there is definitely a difference around my period. she will prolly encourage me to see my doc for a general check up, pap, blood test and thyroid check. it sounds so fun, i don't know why i am putting it off.... haha
Hey, I've been feeling this way too. Not so much feeling out of sorts as being really hungry and tired.
I just asked Jay if he could remember my last period! I was like... when was it? Is it time. And I can't remember...which is never good! Ha!
I'm dying to talk to you. We found a house that we'd like to buy! I want to tell you about it. Xoxo
i was always on the pill so i never had to keep track, when the pack ran out i knew it was a few days. now i have it programmed in my phone. i actually have 28 days from last and when i actually got it programmed in from april?, when i went off then on then off again. ugh.
i would love to talk to you, too! i am at my dads now and shocked i have a wireless connection in my room. my cell service was suspended until i pay the past due balance which i am doing friday. i can get txts and i think my vm picks up so i don't look completely delinquent. meh.
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