Monday, November 9, 2009

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here's how it goes on the nikkolfront. school is boring, this class is so far, i don't care about pre-natal development or newborns. i mean it's cool and all that and i know it affects later stuff, but it's just not my gig. i had a paper due today but for some reason (most likely bc it was raining) the Internet was moving hella slow and the research was taking forever and it was due in 45 minutes and i wasn't done, i only had the intro, so i am doing it first thing tomorrow and taking the 10% late grade, less than a point. I think she mis-graded me on this last week and i don't want to nit-pick on grades, but that 1.5 points can only do good if added and do nothing if not. i should stop waiting until the last minute. when i am interested in the stuff, i am more motivated. i guess that happens with everyone in classes, some will be more liked than others.

my back has been hurting me. i haven't had any money so i haven't had any advil or anything. heating pad feels good. i sit really poorly on my sucky, sucky couch. i try to sit well. i try to use my desk but in my desk chair my feet don't touch and then i usually just end up sitting cross legged and it's less comfortable and supportive than sitting cross legged or otherwise on the couch.

i've been looking for a job. i would like to get my loan money so i don't have to worry about getting a job. i would like a job, but i don't want it to take up my time looking out of neccessity bc i haven't gotten my rent and other bills paid and feeling tense and stressed out. ugh. i would like to work part time for money after necessities to go out and do stuff. meh. i wish i could make time go faster. well, this class i guess is dragging, but in 3 more weeks, 3 more grad credits are accomplished.

i should go to the clinic for my insanity issues which are most definetly bc of the pill. maybe i will stay wednesday after group. um, i am trying to think of something cool going on. uhhh. cool stuff. and awesome things. oh, i made couscous. maybe i'll eat more. hmmmmmmm

2 comments:

icancarryallthebagsandthebabiestoo said...

Hey, I'm super interested in learning about pre-natal development and newborns. You should send me information!!!

Totally go to the clinic about the pill-insanity. My thought is that if the pill is helping you but that you don't want to take it anymore (which I completely agree with. You couldn't pay me money to put it in my body and I know traditional dr's who won't prescribe it anymore) than the problem should be identifeed and solved otherwise. I'm no doctor but it sounds like you have some sort of estrogen issue! When you get some money, I suggest doing this: http://www.zrtlab.com/

It's the lab that my dr. uses and the test that she did on me!

xoxo

nikkol said...

would you like to know how heredity, genetics and environment can affect prenatal development? that's the last paper i wrote. this week i am supposed to observe a newborn and talk to their parents. where am i going to find this? luckily they're pretty flexible and i could use past experience or like a one year old and interview with friend about how they developed from newborn. anyway. i already did my homework today. my friends have been encouraging me to get it done, then i don't worry bout it all day.

yeah, i talked in group about the pill issue and karapist said that the symptoms seem normal but she suggests going to psych to talk about it, who last time made fun of me for going off, then back on the pill, then off again 'that's a great way to keep your mood level stable' - she's hilarious. and karapist also stresses her point that i should go to the med clinic bc it's been over a year since a follow up with my main doc about thyroid and other shiznat.

thanks for that link =)