Saturday, November 7, 2009

uh, so, like, i take it back

um. going off birth control is literally making me insane. it's terrible. my friend isn't moving in, it was a rushed decision and she is not that well off with money and doesn't really have a job, only a demo job 1-3 days a week, far away. i don't feel like typing anymore but i wanted to update. yeah.

2 comments:

icancarryallthebagsandthebabiestoo said...

Hey Nikkol, I got your text. I'm sorry to hear that.

Do you think that you have some sort of hormone imbalance that your birth control is treating or do you think that your hormones are having a tough time adjusting?

Are you going back on the pill?

If you need to talk, call anytime.

I miss you.

nikkol said...

it's a'ight, thanks mama...

well, i first went on birth control bc of mood swings bc it was the only thing i was willing to do. i've asked psych b4 and she said to stay on it but i don't want to bc of 1-fake hormones, 2-getting older=more risks, 3-smoking and drinking, 4-need to use protection. i tried to go off it one time in my 20s and it sucked. and this time, i went off for a month, it sucked, went back on, and now am off four months. i told psych and she said we 'watch it', i haven't gone but i almost called the hospital so i dunno, i guess i should go even if now i feel better. i need an annual anyway so i should go to the clinic.

i am going to make a log and make sure it's around period time, my friends noted a difference in my mood.

thanks, hope to talk soon =)