simplicity

i consider myself a pretty simple person in some aspects. i mean, i may be complicated and confusing to myself and others at times, but my needs and wants are pretty simple. really, all i want is to be happy. little things make me happy, like ellen at 3pm. but a fire and a shooting happened and instead of showing the news at 5pm, 6pm, 7pm, 8pm, 10pm and 11pm like it's scheduled, they managed to bs for 2 whole hours skipping ellen and oprah, which i don't watch but after it hit 3:30 i decided to watch to see how long it would go on. they showed the same footage and asked each other dumbass questions for 2 hours. and then broadcast it on all the local news channels at all those times. not having cable blows. oh well. that's my story. epic, i know.

that was tuesday.

wednesday was a great day! i got up early, had coffee. went to group. got sandwiches together. my friend wanted me to hang so bad that she gave me $5 to go! i went to a friends house and we hung all day and watched sytycd results. then i went downtown to a bar and got a wristband for 5 drinks for $5 dollars to hang with my other friend. gay bars are the bees knees. i was dancing with this one really cute, dorky, hip, fashionable gay boy Ihe looked kinda like sliimy (actually the guy from last night did not have near as much hair) and he was encouraging me to let it go, 'you got it, work it'. haha, then the trans dj came over and put her arm around me and told me she loved me and during the conversation she said "bitch, please" and i want to use that more when talking but don't think it's 'me' really. and gays give me compliments. and there is not pretense. i was there to have fun. sexy moves can be done without sexuality or tension. this is one of those times where even i don't really know what i am talking about anymore. 5 vodka cranberries does a body good.

they played bad romance by lady gaga, me likey

Bad Romance

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