hmmmmm, i feel a little better than i did before, but overall, i feel tense and my face hurts. i was super irritable before, i was at my friends and i could tell i was being cranky but i couldn't help it =( meh. i had taken 1 benadryl which made me feel foggy and i think that was contributing. i felt a lot better after i finished school work. team work is still hard. i don't feel like complaining. haha. it's like 10 days before my period is due, so hopefully this is not pms already. i just ate. and made chai tea for the deliciousness and caffeine which helps me with headaches. anyhoooooooo ho ho.
yesterday was a good day. i went to group, it was just karapist me and 2 others. it was fairly noncohesive but that's kinda how we roll. karapist wanted to know how the single ladies song went, so i started singin it. then i went into a tangent about lady gaga and video phone. i had to explain that she is a woman for the 2nd time, i do not know why i am so vehement about defending it, i guess bc i have some transgender friends...idk. then karapist found it on the interweb but first clicked on this spoof, i shouldn't have said it wasn't it so quick.........
sk3 went with me to drop off my app at f&f. then i went with her to get some new work clothes at goodwill. and then she bought me salad and pizza and pop for lunch. she's super generous. actually all my friends are. i am with what i can. then we got me a new star card app (lower fare for bus) and i went with her to visit her friends at psu. i am glad i didn't go to school there, it was over whelming to me to just walk the halls, lots of people. the classrooms were really big, too. panic attack city for me. funny how things end up working out.
then i went to j48's and we watched sytycdance and pineapple express. it was highlarious to watch it with someone else, we were laughing hella hard! =) i watched antm and was really disappointed but whatever. then the beginning of twilight bc i couldn't sleep and went to bed at like 4am, up early, congested. i watched it today. ok. 3 of 5 stars, meh. if i read the other books, i will rent the other movies, but i don't care enough about it. i do like r-patz. and dakota fanning would be interesting to see. wheeeee
Thursday, November 19, 2009
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Oooohhhh...
Bunny and I are heading out to see New Moon today.
Okay, so I know. She's five. But, she's always been a dark person. She loves scary things. I read her Twilight out loud and then I let her see the movie... which she loved. From that point on (about a year ago) we planned for the day when we'd go to the movies to see New Moon. Also, she's seen Twilight about three thousand times since her first viewing.
So, today is the big day. I am pulling her out of school after recess. Jay took the afternoon off to watch Lila. Then, Bunny and I are having a huge girls night out with my NJ friends. We're driving up to Rockaway and going to a 6:20 movie and having dinner before hand.
It sounds like you're having PMS. I hate that feeling of being crabby but also being unable to control it. Some months are worse than others. Sounds like this might be one of them for you. Just lay low and wait it out.
I have to tell you... your group sounds like so much fun. Every time you mention it I picture a big family sitting in a room in a circle. Ha!
You know, I think that friends should be generous with each other. I know that I would do anything for my friends and give them anything I can to help them or brighten their lives. That might be a hug, just answering the phone or returning a message to talk, a gift, a card, an email... but giving a person something that they need is one of the rewards of friendship. Sadly, I think a lot of people take advantage of this... so I'm glad that you have the kind of people in your life who treat you well and are open and giving to you!
xoxo
lol - i remember you telling me you and bunny were going to see new moon when it came out. i think it's totally fine you're bringing her, but knowing the story. i don't like when parents bring their kids to scary movies and don't know what to expect. bad times. i didn't even think twilight was that scary. sure there were some scarier scenes and stuff, but i think it was pretty mild. OH! that sounds like so much fun! i am glad you are meeting others =) ENJOY! (i hear r-patz does enough pouting for 3 movies - that's what ellen said - lol)
yeah, i think pms is creeping up *already*. but my allergies are kicking my ass, it's like rain one day and then 60 next day so all the pollen and water and mold and agh! i can't breathe. benadryl helps but i have to take it where i can nap or sleep. i took it last night but none yet today, i am going to see how i feel just chillin at my house.
my group is like a dysfunctional family ;) when it is a smaller group we meet in karapists office, like the 4 of us on wed. i feel really heard there, last week i really needed to talk and someone was playing music and someone else not listening and i was like, 'i am getting overwhelmed, can we try to focus' or something and everyone respected me. karapist told me that in groups people have roles and besides acting like a facilitator - lol - she said i was good and empathazing with others.
thanks, i like my friends =) we help each other out in various ways. yesterday my friend gave me $10 bc i take the bus there and back and just to help out and i started tearing up, i don't expect it and i really appreciate it. i want to take everyone out to fondue and wine, i think i will try to do then when i get my school money. which i really should talk to someone today. meh. holy long comment, batman.
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