hyper

i've been kinda hyper, not like jump around hyper but needing to move all the time, like changing position in chair 39 times in a minute, walking aimlessly around apartment. it's a side affect of abilify. as is insomnia which has occurred wed., took benadryl got like 6 hours, thurs., got like 3 hours 9am-noon and fri., last night, like 5 hours from like 3:30-8:30. lame. but i feel okay otherwise. it's been less than 2 weeks so we're still in trial. we'll see.

my bank account is closed. i don't feel like hashing it all out. i feel screwed now bc i don't know how to bank. there is all this negative activity right before the closing of the account. bah, said i wasn't going to talk about it. my mom sent me $, but i don't know how to cash it. and my phone only has incoming so i can't do anything about that unless i go out and figure it out bc i can't call. i pretty much am going to do that.

yesterday i left my umbrella at a bus stop. boo =( i also ran errands, hung with cX2 and then after chilling a bit at home went out with that guy from ok cupid. we went to a fair mexican taqueria that he had been to before but it was good. not what i was expecting though, i really wanted a spinach burrito or enchilada but i got nachos heated in a micro. and a really strong not that good tasting margarita that made me tired. then we walked around and it was annoying bc it was cold and there was no destination and i had tried to plan it better with movie times, but i guess talking is good. we went to starbucks. i don't mean to sound so negative. i appreciate spending time with someone and stuff. then we went to the movies that i had passes for. we saw black swan which he had seen already but i thought it was nice to go again. i liked it. i expected it to be psychological, but i didn't expect it to be such a thriller. i jumped a few times and a few blood things were icky, but overall, awesome. i related with the scratching =/ i knew what was going to happen, but i think it's bc it was a modern version of swan lake and that's what happens in the play or ballet, more aptly.

today i was supposed to have a team chat. i signed on and only one of 4 was on so i signed off. eff it, we agreed to communicate in the forum. i haven't had to use chat before. argh. i might try to lie back down. my head kinda hurts. meh.