saturday

i don't know how to meet people. i know this is a difficult thing for a lot of people, especially as we get older. beyond that, i seem to be having unhealthy relationships. like having someone from jerz visit and chatting with married men in open relationships or people that identify as polyamorous. i guess nothing is wrong, but i know i want one person to settle down with so while it's fun, it's not going to lead to anything, more so anything productive.

i also have been having headaches and it's annoying. i am pretty sure it is allergies. but i also have been tense. in fact i am always tense, no matter how much i try to relax i still feel knotted up somehow. i am going to talk about this and figure out some techniques. i hope there are some new suggestions, but i should really try yoga, anything with a routine. i should try acupuncture, too, it might help with allergies.

today i did laundry, tried to remove the back rack from my bike but only got 3 of the 6 nuts and bolts off. the other are loose, i think, but rusty and i had a helluva time trying to get them off. more tomorrow. i put the back fender in place but didn't attach it until i get the eco rack off. and i don't understand the front fender, i think it faces in not out, but the picture of how to do it is like 1in by 1in, literally, so we'll see. i got 'epic movie' from my laundry / storage room book / movie exchange and it was pretty ok. i will prolly watch it again.

i have to catch up with school tomorrow and monday, should be fine. gah.