not to jazzed about this...

well, my day started off so-so, i was still in pain from falling but able to get up and do stuff. i didn't do much, i sat around and read and drank coffee. then my mom called. she told me that her sister, my aunt k has breast cancer. fudgesicles! after that i cried and layed and blah.

i didn't go to j48s bc i didn't want to leave. i drank a glass of wine which wasn't the best idea, but it mellowed me out. i am watching AI, it's pretty boring. i keep picturing joel mchale making fun of ryan seacrest so he's making me laugh.

i neti-potted today with an actual neti pot instead of using the baby syringe which i was using. one side wouldn't open, but then it did a bit. i feel congested and sound it but i think that the more i do it, the better my sinuses will be.

i have one week of class left. i didn't sign on today. needed a break. oh yeah, my bro is going to be teaching drums and/or music at harvard. pretty cool. i wish i could show my enthusiasm. i am not very enthusiastic right now. meh.

i have a question. i understand the relief effort for haiti, however, i do not remember this outpouring of charity or ease of doing so with katrina, which affected americans. it always seems like people care more about other countries people, than people in their own. i mean, i feel very well off and i have very little, but running water and refrigeration and warmth for sleeping and bathing where other countries don't have that, but there are tons of people in the us that are sleeping on the street or can't afford heat or plumbing. i don't know, i just don't get it, i guess.

i need to do some laundry, i don't even know what clothes i have clean. i am pretty sure this is my last pair of pj bottoms and even these are actually spring and summer capris. i am going to wear my grumpy bear sweatshirt tomorrow bc it is hella comfy and makes me happy. i need to get some good, healthy food to eat. i need to make my new years presents. it's getting to the end of january. i have poor time management. and i procrastinate pretty much everything that i can.

am gonna go to j48s (for real this time) after group tomorrow. that's it. meh.