Busy busy busy

This week has been really busy so far :) Monday I had my intake at Lifeworks to see what treatment is best for me, they set me up with an individual counselor already for Monday and they think I am a good candidate for DBT, which should help me, yippee :) I feel like I did stuff in the day but I can't remember and then I had group at night which was good. We're going through a book of how to be a successful flirt, like how to be normal in social situations where there is attraction, it's okay, I think once I start individual therapy and have more time to talk about what is going on with me I will enjoy the learning part of group more. It's not that I dislike it, it's just I'd rather talk and get feedback or listen and give feedback. Oh well.

Tuesday I nannyed, I found out he is going to be 1 on April 11th, I think I am going to make him a plush something, a bird maybe bc he likes birds or his name in plush letters bc he likes alphabet flashcards, I have been crafty again, but I really want to get stuff clean. It seems so easy and when I am out doing other stuff, I am like, I will do *everything* when I get home, but I keep reminding myself that doing one thing is better than none.

I went to a meet and greet to be on the street team for Abstract Earth Project, a local production company, at first I was the only girl, then one other girl showed up, lots of cute dudes :) I have about 20 posters I am supposed to hang in local retail stores and fliers for 2 events to put at places and hand out and take pictures and then on to the next round which I hope I make the cut. I am nervous to go into places but I have my script ready and the worst they can do is turn me down. I had 2 beers and was drunk for a little bit but it wore off waiting forever for buses, story of my life.

Then at night I went to a great show, it was awesome. I need to stop thinking that people don't want to see or talk to me bc I am usually wrong. sv and her boyfriend went, he seems anti social but nice-ish, sigh, I feel for the girl, but not like I make good choices like having people I just met on the Internet over my house, dumb, dumb, dumb, dumb! I had to wait for the buses again, but I walked to keep myself busy and pass time.

Today I woke up with a headache, I took advil, but now it's coming back. I was going to go out to some coffee shoppes, but I might rest first. And I need to clean, but I already did dishes and swept and mopped the kitchen floor, progress :)