hi.

so.

i'm back.

i messed up my finances and had no net or cable. or meds - anti-anxiety or antihistamine. it's been a rough week. to say the least. and i still feel like shite.

i don't know if i have a job anymore, i went to pick up my paycheck today and peaced out. they didn't have my anti-anxiety done so i have to wait til 5. and then i have a doctors appointment at 6:30 for my on-going headache and karapist after. i don't feel like doing anything, but it will all benefit me. even if the bus is annoying.

ugh

UPDATE: so it's 4:30 now and i realized, i can check things like bus times on the Internet instead of the phone! YaY! i also realized i don't have to leave here til like 5:05 to walk to the stop and then head on downtown. i took a shower and washed my hair, i hadn't in a while. showered- yes, washed hair - no, to clarify. and had some coffee. i feel like the advil and allergy stuff helped but i still fill icky. we'll see after i get klon and also what the dr has to say. i'll keep you posted.