what a mess

so, i didn't sleep last night, AT ALL. i tried to about 2a.m. i think bc i had thought i tired myself out. i didn't want to take a sleeping pill bc it was already 2. so i tried and tried and tried. then the sun started to peak into my room. i didn't get annoyed. i went outside for a few minutes. it was clean, crisp, cool and pretty blue purple pink. i tried to take pix, but it was a mental image thing, not a picture thing. then i tried to lay back down until about 7 and gave up. i walked to the store and got OJ, eggs, cheese, broc, spinach and tater tots. then i layed with the heating pad and fell asleep so i moved to my bed and slept til 5p.m. ugh. my schedule is all outta whack. all i have to do today and tomorrow morning is do laundry and get ready to go for a relaxing weekend away with the fam. taking out garbage would behoove me so it's not stinky-stinky in here when i get back.

also last night, i broke a glass picture frame and got a large shard stuck in my hand. i looked at it and was like, ok, i have to get the glass out. so i pulled it out and blood started spurting everywhere, both my hands, the front of my body, possibly my hair. i thought, do i need stitches? i forgot what to do, so i ran it under water and then i was like, wait this is wrong, so i stopped that, then i applied pressure but with my other hand so blood still spurting. i got some tp and covered it up. then i was gonna do a band-aid, but had to do guaze and tape instead. i bleed through 2 guazes and then later i put hydrogen peroxide on and it bubbled so no infection and now i have a sturdy band-aid on it. it stings.

i put my video camera up on craigslist for $350 (sells for $535) and got 2 responses. but i don't know what to do. the one person asked the condition and i said i could take pix of my actual camera to see and one asked if it was available so i said, yes. i don't want anyone coming here and i certainly don't want to go anywhere alone. maybe i can pay for the shipping or something. or make a friend come with me. it'd be sweet to do today or tomorrow bc then i would only be $15 short for rent. we'll see.

now i'd like to do stuff around the house. i should make my big breakfast for dinner and do some laundry and dishes and bring out garbage and wooo hoo it all sounds so fun!