weekend time

fridays suck at work. we have the lowest number of kids but the worst combination. i got there at 9 and e was like we have 8 and they're all crazy. it's true. and then e left early bc we only had 9 for the day and ratio limit is 10:1, but it suuuuuuucks. when e says "do you mind if i leave early" of course i don't say "it actually is really difficult for me alone, so i would prefer that you stay til 5." also, my shift is 8-5 and the other is 9-6 and i was the one who offered to trade off days like a dumb-ass. but again, i will need earlier hours when school starts. i got all my financial aid stuff printed and now all i have to do is send it. and i have to write a 300 word essay - which is like a page - to apply for the scholarship, to be sent in separately. and as soon as i get money i am off to the post office to send in those fingerprints.

my 5year old nemesis was getting under my skin a lot today. taker of other's imaginations. i get really frustrated when they make fun of or antagonize me. I was calling names to do something, "x, u, and m you can do this" and a sassy echo of the same thing. ugh. and when i try to sing a song or something it might start off fine and then sing they'll sing 'poopy stupid caboose' instead of 'little blue caboose'. it's like they're 2 with their potty language lately. we're really trying to stop it. if they do it at the table they get one mess up and the 2nd time, they're gone. we'll have to do the same with during play. i tried ignoring it and then there was loud screaming of "poopy doodoo diaper head" or something over and over and over. ugh. the trials and tribulations. i'm working with en on monday bc e is gone and tuesday we're starting to split in 2 groups. i really should go to the library. it's annoying bc we don't get paid for our time. and i can't just pull a few off the shelf. i need to like read them and stuff. i got 7 this time and like i said, 2 not good. and we let another class borrow yertle. but if i care, i have to do it. and i do, so i hope i will have it on my agenda for this weekend.

i must get nourishment, i am fading. TJ's is open another 1/2 hour but it'll take me 15 to get dressed and walk there and i guess i could could there in the morning, plan. SW, ye olde superemarketry i am going to peruse ye goodes and purchase some of thee. weird.