coffee

i want coffee. i sometimes drink it black. i don't want it black. i want it with flavored creamer, sweet and yummy. My Aunt Flo is in town, she really enjoys the flavored creamer. heh.

so i could walk to the corner store and get it and pay too much for it. or i could walk to the super market and get it and other things. but i don't feeeeel like it. i just want hot coffee. ok, i'm not going to get anything done if i don't have coffee. I didn't yesterday. i relaxed to the max. today i want to do school stuff but feel braindead so (coming back around) i want coffee.

i didn't get the scholarship. that's ok. my application was strong. it's not based on need. and they know i got other money. i think some youngin got it. we'll see. i think that financial aid decides not the department, i thought that was interesting. actually, when i got my scholarship in undergrad they had a specific scholarship committee, i had dr. scott and dean-c write me letters, so actually, that does make sense. i have to keep my eye out. this semester it might be too late, but for other semesters there might be private scholarships posted. hmmmmmm.

going to some where to get creamer. late.
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i got 1/2&1/2 bc the corner store didn't have flavored stuff. oh well. i also checked out the CDA stuff. i remember why i didn't do it in '06 when i was looking into it. it's a lower credential than what i have. it's through the gov't so very bureaucratic and annoying. it costs over $300 for assessment. i don't know if it costs any where else - prolly. i'm going to get my master's degree, i don't need to worry about a cda. chapter over. case closed.

that reminds me. last night there was on 3 different channels the 3 different L&O's so i was switching back and forth btwn all 3 for fun, it was pretty interesting actually. if you're weird like me.

even with coffee i feel another mellow day coming on..................
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i made my calendar of classes :) i don't think i can really visit my dad in september bc i don't want to limit my hours for working. i can't go on my birthday weekend, but i can go a few weekends after which is richard's b-day and i can't go the weekend after which is little k's 4th bday. but that's cool that i have a weekend off. i think i'll have papers to do or something. and then thanksgiving. and christmas. my bro and his wife - just wanted to say it that way bc it's weird - will be here (at my dad's) for christmas bc his band (one of the many) is playing a lot on the west coast and seattle in december so they already planned it. wooooooo!

i looked up my syllabi to find my textbooks but couldn't find any. they might not be posted yet. i saw summer ones come up in my search list. i didn't want to search through the bookstore, i'd rather see what the teacher writes so i don't get unneccesary books. i think that's about all i can do for now. so excited!