great, just great.

i was just about to write about how frustrated and angry i am and then...landscaping with loud motorized things started. nothing could be better than that to enhance the feeling. and our landscaping sucks, nothing every looks like it's done - i don't get it.

so as suspected filling out paperwork was a huge waste of time. but more so than i thought. i thought it was just me. and just paperwork. it was supposed to be 6 people and orientation, it was 4. me and 3 before and after school teachers with no cpr, no food handler's, no stop child abuse, none of the other stuff, nothing. i have everything and more. all i had to do was do a W4, I9, sign a few of their procedure things and give them my id's to copy. plus they had this bloodborne pathogen info packet and questions, i had already taken an hour training on this and have it listed but instead of trying to argue bc i was already visibly frustrated, i just said, 'i'll just do it'. i gave them back 3/4 of the stuff in my packet. i kept one page that actually pertains to my training day on friday. and now have a folder with information that isn't for me. up to and including contact phone numbers. neat. it took like 5 hours bc the bus trek there started at 8 and got there 9:30 instead of 10 (could've done it btwn then) and there was a bus 10:20 and 11:20, totally thought i could do the 10:20, but we had to wait for other people (could've done it then also). so i got out at like 10:30/40 and had to meander around shopping street where lots of cars drive usa. my bus pass was barely til noon and i got on the bus and the transfer without having to pay again! and i got home around like one. and am totally cranky.

i didn't sleep enough last night but that was my fault. i really need therapy. karapist cancelled, someone from the clinic left me a message. no one of the 108views on ebay bought my video camera and my previous contact got a different one bc i told her i was waiting the week after the case of the mistaken starbucks last week. there are still 23 hours left, maybe someone will snag it last minute. and i put it back on craigslist. i am mega-stressing about money again. the camera was going to be 1/2 my rent. and the money from my mom is pretty much gone. maybe $100 towards rent if i don't pay cable/net, which i could do without now that i have a job and don't need net. the library for checking email and such for an hour is a'ight plus they have dvd's for free! job searching there=nearly impossible. i don't even need to question why i waited so long to sell things, i just need to get it together and do it. ugh.

plus, i am going to punch hill-dog in the face if she messes things up for obama/biden. you lost. suck it up. support your side. run next time. be a good loser. and as for "mcsame" (saw on bumper sticker today) he best stop criticizing obama for not picking clinton, he better pick romney or another close contender (note: none) and just for the record, romney is hot-headed, loud and annoying plus people don't seem to like him! bonus.

i need to cool down. mayhaps a nap shall please me?