that's hot

as in the weather. wtf, weather, you got some problem with me, huh, huh?!? yesterday it was 104 i think. brutal. now it's 92 but it's only 2:30 and it'll continue to climb. but i went out early today and now have my air and fan on and am not going outside again until after dark. so there. 93 already.

after my bad mood on thursday i came home and wept for quite some time. then i slept bc i figured out it's the only thing that doesn't involve me (consciously) thinking or being in pain or feeling tense. i woke up at 11 or something and watched something and then went back to bed til friday morning.

and i actually had a really good day friday. me and c-los hung, he had just gotten paid so he treated me to a crepe and drinks. it was HOT. then mel-g had left stuff out for free and c-los and i snagged some books and movies. we took like 8 books max in fair to good shape and got $24 for them! we had a phat breakfast today. so now we have another book box to bring in and we can watch the movies and then sell them too. when i sell my stuff i'll like be responsible with it and pay bills and not spend it on breakfast but i felt like it was both our money and he did carry them.

i started to watch 'march of the penguins' last night. i had it confused with 'happy feet'. so i watched some cartoons and junk and fell asleep early bc i was tired from the damn heat. so i got up today at like 6:30. i woke up at 6 and the sun was coming up and i was like, may as well just get up. so i did. i watched 'march of the penguins' this morning and was depressed by it but also now know more about penguins that i ever thought i would. my question is, why don't they just move closer to the water instead of walking 70miles several times? and i factored in the meltiness and stuff and still, it seems extremely inefficient but i guess what else do they have to do? anyway. and i went to the bank and Rx and hung with c-los, it's the hawthorne st. faire. he had to work so i came home before i melted.

i might do some computer work but i might just have a chillaxing saturday. we'll see. i might nap bc i woke up so early and did i mention it's hot?! ugh. 94 btw.

95now.

i have karapist monday night and psych tuesday. i got my meds called in but i didn't get a refill and i usually get 1 or 2 which is psych code for 'you really need to come in and see me' which i already knew. my guess is we're going to have the lithium talk again and i am going to put it off this time bc school is starting and who knows. but we'll see, it might be better to start and get adjusted before school. whatever, tuesday.

registration for school is MONDAY! i got an email from t-rule from MH. he's offering book reimbursement if people take a later in the day class, i'm in. he also wants people to volunteer to be student reps for some Oregon teaching thing and then he'll chose 2-3 and it'll involve a few meetings and helping people with professional development. i don't know. but as soon as i read it i knew i wanted to do it. yep. i'm a dork. and proud of it. i'm bringin' dorky back - you other nerds and geeks don't know how to act.

98.